Dude I'm gonna be honest with you when I tell you I at least know part of how you feel. I've been there with the money problems involving school, I've been there with the lack of a job. If anyone can understand your state of mind right now it's me. Hell I just lost my home again for the third time and this time it's forcing my family out of California and into Texas, pretty much ripping us away from everything we know.
The reason I'm saying all this is because really places like this where we can put ourselves in another world can help more than you know they are. I'm sure everyone here can admit to at least some part of their character being based on themselves.
It's good you know that you need help and are trying to get it, I know it took forever for my sister to realize that fact, she has anger problems coupled with being Bi-Polar.
Shit what I'm trying to say dude is I know life can be the bitch of all bitches, but if I've learned anything it's that we can't let it get to us. We suck it up look at the things that are fucking our lives up and tell them FUCK YOU.
I know we never really talked much, but I've always seen you as a pretty cool guy and a great rper who I would hate to see leave. Whatever you do ultimately decide to do man, I'm sure we'll all be here for you.
Post by "The Punisher" Sah'ta Thor on Sept 2, 2009 19:17:36 GMT
you know the hardest part of this is that I only have 1 semester left until I get one of my degrees. Though in the end it doesn't matter since it looks like I will homeless at the end of the month. Though lets not count out the fact that the asshole Dr who runs the mental health program here told me that I don't have anything wrong but need to just lose weight and I will feel better. I admit that I do need to lose A LOT of wieght but to say that is the cause of all my problems is whacked.
Post by Mrs Fizz Raab on Sept 3, 2009 11:39:01 GMT
God dam dude. I know excitly what it is like to have depression because I been through it myself last year and bits of this year too especially when my dad died. Don't commit suicide cos it will lead you nowhere but bad places trust me cos my dad did it. Yeah just have faith in yourself and think about the good things that have happened to you. I am only alive because of thinking those good things especially the day I met James Toseland. He was the one that kept me alive. Yeah things like that you will miss if you do the same as what my dad did. I really hope you get better soon.
James Toseland World Superbikes champion 2007 7/10/07
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